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About Me Member New Artist Bianka Melina Berrios24/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 6 Months
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I am a Sugar Enigma


Dripping an infected uterus-


Impregnated with horror and designer guilt




A thosand doubts in my mind


Of what I was


What I am


And who I am supposed to be


I yank out my CaNdYfEtUs


And devour my heartache




So what if it hurts


At least its mine


Because Ive given you all I had


And done all that I can




And you still don't know who I am


But what can I say-We all knew this was my favorite sin...






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when i stare at pieces of my own broken heart


i begin to feel a little bit like isobella-


dancing in her white dress chasing after baby blue butterflies-


-blood dripping from her broken wrists-


and when i dream in black and white


i can never remember the colors of yesterday


shattered rainbows in the back of my mind


i cant help but wonder if ive ever seen the sun


(after all)


-- have i been asleep to long ?
or are my eyes just glued shut? ---




"tell me are you a bad fish too"?

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